Today's Eclipse & All About Spiritual Awakening: A New Group

Infiniti
4 days ago
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10 Years of Evolving Consciously

There is something especially significant for me about this year's Lion's Gate and today's Total Solar Eclipse.

It marks approximately 10 years since I began consciously working with these types of energetic and cosmic events—connecting, channeling, facilitating, doing energy work, receiving messages and eventually working with others through what was coming through at different points in time.

And every year, more has opened as I have moved forward following Divine Guidance. I have activated and integrated so much over the years, but these last 3 years especially have brought wave after wave of massive activations for me and through me—reaching those who are guided to receive my messages and, at an even deeper level, those who work with me directly.

I have connected more deeply, understood more, remembered more, and been guided into experiences I could never have anticipated ahead of time.

Some of them were beautiful.

Some were absolutely brutal.

Many entirely changed my understanding of myself, my body, energy, healing, consciousness, the Divine, the unseen, Light and Dark, and what is actually operating within the reality we experience every day.

The Lion's Gate and Total Solar Eclipse of 2017 were especially pivotal. I remember that eclipse like it was yesterday--and all that changed and rearranged directly after it.

That eclipse crossed the United States on August 21, and looking back now, I can see it as one of those enormous energetic Thresholds where so much that had already begun moving in 2016 and 2017 was accelerated.

Truth was coming to the surface in ways it hadn't before. People were questioning structures, systems, authority, relationships and things that had previously remained hidden or simply accepted. Collective consciousness was shifting, even when people experiencing those shifts would never have called what was happening Spiritual Awakening.

And here we are nine years later, moving through another Lion's Gate and Total Solar Eclipse within days of one another.

For me, it feels very much like a full-circle moment.

Because over this last year and a half especially, pieces of work I've been doing for the better part of a decade have finally started revealing how they belong together.

And that has everything to do with The Phoenix.

What The Phoenix Actually Represents

Those who have been following my work know that I have been talking about The Phoenix Temple for well over a year now.

But The Phoenix is not something I created.

And what it represents did not originate with the mythology most people associate with a bird bursting into flames and rising from its ashes.

The Phoenix is a later representation of something far more ancient.

We can see pieces of it preserved particularly clearly through ancient Egypt, through the Bennu and sacred bird symbolism, and through the extraordinary understanding that civilization held around energy, consciousness, astrology, death, rebirth, the Divine and the relationship between the earthly and unseen realms.

But the spiritual technology itself is much older than Egypt.

It is creational. It is the spiritual technology of creation, and it has been part of higher consciousness throughout creation since the beginning. The Divine Orchestration of creation is based on it, and we are part of that, and meant to understand it.

At the core of The Phoenix, and what everything is built on is indisputable and replicated throughout creation.

Everything moves through cycles of

Death and Rebirth.

Stars.

Planets.

Nature.

Civilizations.

Bodies.

Relationships.

Identities.

Consciousness.

Entire ways of understanding reality.

Something reaches the end of what it can be. The part that is missed or assumed is only available to some and only after we go through a death process, an actual physical death, and can "be on the other side" but the truth is that The Phoenix, and the actual fundamental cycle have one more in between part of the Death and Rebirth cycle: TRUTH.

So it's actually:

BIRTH → LIVING → DEATH → TRUTH → REBIRTH → LIVING → DEATH → TRUTH → REBIRTH...

Again and again.

Truth changes what is possible.

Transformation occurs.

Something new emerges.

Perception changes--dramatically.

And then the cycle continues.

This isn't simply symbolism.

It is part of the ancient spiritual technology through which Creation evolves.

Different civilizations, worlds, realms and beings throughout Creation have understood and interacted with pieces of this architecture in different ways and at different points in time.

And we are part of it too.

That's where Spiritual Awakening comes in.

I Had To Live It To Understand It

I didn't know all of this when my life began changing. I had to live it.

And I had to live many pieces of it to an extreme degree. I had to get deeply curious and ask questions and want the answers.

Long before I consciously understood myself as an Empath or understood the larger purpose of my incarnation, I had already been experiencing reality differently.

I was a psychic child. I experienced weird pain and could feel things others didn't.

I did healing energy work as a child without having adult terminology for what I was doing.

I received psychic, spiritual and Divine guidance for people I didn't know.

I knew there were things I could perceive and understand that other people couldn't.

And yet, in most other ways, I was still participating in the programmed system of our world.

I didn't understand everything that was in play, or how my physical experiences intersected with my psychic and energetic ones.

I didn't understand why I had gone through so much--not only physically, but why at certain times people and reality shifted the way it did with seemingly no reason.

There were reasons—many. I just didn't know or couldn't possibly understand what was happening—but I felt it. Big shifts, big physical and energetic changes for both better and worse—confusion, inspiration, feeling ultra-connected or extremely detached. I felt completely out of control over everything for most of my life, despite doing my best to follow what I felt was right to the best of my ability.

I've always felt the presence and the impressions of what is or would happen, and what I should or shouldn't do, but I didn't perceive it spiritually. I didn't think any of those things had much to do with destinies or how we felt physically or how certain things affected moods, behaviors, or choices.

I certainly didn't understand the larger architecture of my Divine Design or my place within it. Over the years I began to feel much more connected to all of creation, and especially our solar system, the star, our Sun, our moon, and all planets, but I didn't understand how they played a role in my Divine Design or how I would move through this life in a very orchestrated way.

And that was before I saw it in black and white through the clarity of my astrology. Who I have always been, and who I am in this incarnation, cannot be denied.

That understanding didn't really even begin truly coming together until I was in my 40s, but mostly over the last 20 months have I been shown the depth and truth, and most importantly--THE HIDDEN KEYS.

And over the last 13+ years, I have repeatedly been guided to change something and then experience the difference.

Change how I worked with my body.

Change what I consumed.

Change an environment.

Change a relationship.

Work with energy differently.

Follow guidance that made absolutely no sense according to what I had previously been taught, or thought I would be guided to do. OR WANT TO DO.

But do it anyway.

Pay attention to something I would once have dismissed.

Stop doing something everyone else considered normal.

And then observe what happened. Just see things play out—things I knew I was directly connected to—and watch how things lined up despite there seemingly being no way I could have known or affected them.

Again.

And again.

That gave me something information alone never could:

comparison.

I could experience reality one way, change a piece of the equation, and experience what happened on the other side.

Not only that—but how I relate to and perceive myself and reality through that experience, and how I've changed, not just what is changing.

It's the only way any of us have to know we are evolving. Comparing ourselves now to who we once were--even just days, weeks, or months--not decades.

And because my purpose required me to go through so many of these things myself, I have been able to understand them not only from inside my body and consciousness, but eventually as pieces of something much larger.

I needed to live it a very particular way to truly know, not just be made aware of how things operate, but have the lived experience to see it play out—again, again, and again. Not just in my timeline, but the collective's and my clients most directly.

That matters enormously when we're talking about Spiritual Awakening.

Because you can spend years learning things and still not understand what is happening to you.

What Are You Actually Awakening To?

Spiritual Awakening isn't about adopting a new spiritual identity.

It isn't about deciding you like crystals now.

It isn't about meditating every day, learning energy work or discovering plant medicine.

All of those things may become valuable pieces of your journey.

But the purpose of Spiritual Awakening is right there in the words:

You are Awakening.

Your understanding of yourself and reality begins changing.

And for many of us, one of the biggest parts of that process is finally being able to look backward and realize:

Holy shit. This explains so much of my life. I'm not only sensitive, I'm different.

Your body.

Your sensitivity.

Your relationships.

The things that exhausted you.

The things that healed you.

The experiences nobody could explain.

Your intuition, or your flat-out psychic awareness you have been conscious of—or are becoming more conscious of having always had—but didn't understand that's what it actually was.

The people who affected you in ways you couldn't understand.

The things you somehow knew. The dreams, visions, premonitions, synchronicities and the long list of the "unexplained".

The interests that appeared seemingly out of nowhere.

The mystical and psychic experiences.

People, opportunities, and general help dropping in when you needed it the most.

Animals behaving differently with you throughout your life—but animal energy, medicine and spirit becoming more of “a thing” as you move through your Spiritual Awakening.

The periods when your entire life seemed to collapse and rearrange itself.

And the persistent knowing that there is more going on here than what you were taught to see.

Eventually noticing that others are going through something similar--you aren't actually losing it. You are gaining everything.

This is especially important for those who have spent years dealing with chronic physical, mental, emotional or energetic disturbances.

Pain.

Fatigue.

Heaviness.

Irritability.

Overwhelm.

Recurring symptoms.

Periods when simply functioning required far more energy than it seemed to require from everyone around you.

Maybe much of that changed through your Spiritual Awakening.

Maybe energy work, healing, changing your consciousness, environment, relationships or the way you lived created enormous physical changes too.

So many of my clients have had that experience. And just because they stopped hurting all the time doesn't mean they were done. It meant that instead of so much of their energy going toward struggling every day, they could begin experiencing reality more and more as it actually is—and understanding how that reality activates you to Awaken and engage.

Maybe you're still struggling.

Or perhaps becoming more energetically sensitive has actually made certain things more intense, and you're trying to understand why.

These things matter because you need to recognize the difference between what is gone that used to cause chronic pain and what may be painful because you're evolving now.

There is a big difference between the two, and I've seen my clients misunderstand their ascension and healing pain as the old stuff coming back.

They were still learning about all the influences that come into play during a Spiritual Awakening and ascension/healing process. Being confused about why we're feeling the energetic, physical, emotional or mental things we do as we traverse an Awakening journey is very common.

This is why I've been guided to bring clarity and a path forward to understand yourself, regardless of how long you have been in the process.

Because your physical body isn't living in one reality while your energy, consciousness and Soul exist somewhere else. It's all you.

And it is all interacting with everything around you.

The connection and energy work that you as an Incarnate are connected to is infinite, and learning about all of it is the first step in being able to navigate your healing and evolution at the highest levels, and make the most of your time.

Understanding Your Spiritual Awakening & Reality

While I was preparing for our Lion's Gate gathering on 8/8, I started receiving flashes of The Phoenix Temple and what is meant to come next.

And what came through wasn't that it was finally time to launch The Phoenix.

Something else needs to happen first.

Since 8.8, I have been channeling, writing and mapping a new finite, multi-week group experience that I expect to begin around the middle of September.

It will include weekly live gatherings with me and supporting materials to move through between them.

I am deliberately creating it so there is enough depth to actually understand what we're exploring without turning it into an overwhelming amount of work every week.

Once we have completed the live experience, it will become available in a replay/self-paced format for those guided to it later.

I haven't finalized the number of weeks yet.

And it still doesn't have a name.

But its purpose is becoming incredibly clear.

It is about understanding reality and your place within it while consciously moving through Spiritual Awakening.

How does all of this actually work?
What has been happening to you?
What are you connected to?
What affects your energy and your body?
What is operating within the seen and unseen?
Why do Light and Dark both matter?
What is The Spiritual War?
Why have humans across time connected with the stars, planets, nature, energy, sacred symbols and Divine beings?
Why did you incarnate when you did, during this moment of massive human evolution?
What is your part in it?
What does your Soul carry?
What is your Divine Design?
What are you meant to create?
How will you heal and learn The Truth so you can live this incarnation maximized?

And once you begin understanding these things, what do you do with the information?

Because knowing something isn't the same as integrating it.

This is particularly important when it comes to Vedic astrology and Divine Design.

Vedic astrology is the most mathematically accurate astrology, and it is an essential part of working with your Divine Design—not simply to tell you about your personality or what your placements mean, but to uncover your past, present and future and how you interface with time, events, shifts and Thresholds as you heal, evolve and become more conscious.

Your birth chart carries part of the architecture of your Divine Design.

It provides us extraordinary information about who you incarnated as and the energies, timing, potential and evolutionary movement connected to this life.

But simply knowing your chart isn't the same as living it.

You can learn every placement in your chart and still never engage with what it is asking you to recognize, integrate, heal or become.

That's like looking at a menu and never ordering a meal—much less eating it.

At some point, information has to become lived experience—not only something you read on paper, but something you experience in your life as you begin to

The New Group Experience Is For You If...

You know you're going through a Spiritual Awakening, or you're beginning to realize that may explain what has been happening to you.
You know you're an Empath, suspect that you are, or recognize that energetic and psychic sensitivity has been part of your life for a very long time.
You've dealt with chronic pain, illness, fatigue, heaviness, recurring symptoms, energetic disturbances, emotional or mental destabilization, irritability, overwhelm or periods when simply functioning became incredibly difficult.
Your health changed dramatically as you Awakened—whether you healed conditions you once thought you would live with forever, or your sensitivity and physical experiences became more intense.
You already know that people, environments, relationships, energy and Collective shifts can affect your body, but you don't completely understand how or the various reasons why.
You've healed tremendously and now find yourself asking, "What was the purpose of my pain and suffering?"
You have learned a great deal spiritually but still can't see how all the pieces belong together.
You still find yourself moving between the old set of foundational “truths” you knew your entire life and knowing reality goes far beyond what you were taught.

You know or strongly suspect that the unseen is just as relevant to reality as what we can physically perceive, you want greater discernment around what is influencing you and what you're interacting with.
You're trying to understand your purpose—not as a career title or another spiritual identity, but why you incarnated now and what you're actually here to do, and how to do it.
You are serious about your Spiritual Awakening and want Truth, even when that Truth requires you to completely rearrange something you previously thought you understood about yourself or reality.
You have reached the point where knowing there is more isn't enough anymore. You want to understand it.

Is This The Phoenix Temple?

Nope! This is not The Phoenix Temple.

For those who have been following that work and waiting for the official Phoenix Temple experience, it is still coming, most likely in early 2027, after this group experience is complete.

What became clear on The Lion's Gate is that before we begin doing the very conscious, ongoing work of moving through time with the ancient spiritual technology, our Divine Designs and the larger Phoenix architecture... We need to understand what we're working within.

The group experience we will have first is about helping you understand how Divine Design works, and why it is what it is, so you can actually use it in a reality you can perceive for what it is.

It isn't a smaller Phoenix, and you don't need to have any intention of eventually entering The Phoenix Temple. If anything, this experience explains the operations of reality that are in play.

The Phoenix is about moving through that reality in real time from that point of awareness, building on and consciously working with your Divine Design.

If you've been waiting for The Phoenix, this is what is meant to come next.

And the timing of receiving it now feels incredibly fitting.

Ten years of consciously working with these energies directly.

Nine years since that extraordinary 2017 Total Solar Eclipse, and the first Lions Gate that I understood it on a deeper level than what most people teach.

It has been 15+ years of having my own reality dismantled since my first Kundalini event, rearranged and revealed to me through lived experience.

And a year and a half of watching so many seemingly separate pieces finally reveal themselves as one architecture—The Phoenix.

I couldn't have imagined the depth of it when it began coming through in January of 2025.

Today, on another Total Solar Eclipse, I have a gathering with those who have been moving through The Lion's Gate & Eclipse Initiation with me.

And I'm also opening the door to what comes next.

I don't have the registration page yet.

I don't have the final number of weeks.

I don't even have the name.

But I know why it is here. I know who it is for.

And I know we are meant to begin soon. Around the middle of September, we begin.

For now, you can read about the currently available initiations, and my 2023 article about the 8 processes of Spiritual Awakening on Medium or here on my website.

Medium:

https://medium.com/the-messengers/a-quick-guide-the-8-universal-processes-of-a-spiritual-awakening-fe829e7ac39a?sharedUserId=infiniti_963

My Blog: