Something Weird Happened That Changed My Life Forever
“The true value of a human being can be found in the degree to which he has attained liberation from the self.”― Albert Einstein
This is the story of how I went into a guided meditation one person and came out a different person — life forever changed…
“After the download of information in that higher dimension, coming back here and being encouraged to stand up and get rid of it, all of what was making me sick, knowing finally what it was all about-doing what my Guides were telling me to do — I escaped, healed, cured, rid, fixed — whatever you want to call it — myself in moments-of Fibromyalgia-something I was told would and could never happen, and my previous 39 years supported that “fact”. I did something that countless doctors, pills and hospitals never came close to doing. My life was miserable, then it became magical — just like that.”
FIBROMYALGIA At the age of 25 I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, and — believe it or not — it was a happy day for me — answers to questions I had my entire life, a diagnosis that eluded me for so long. Why is my body like this?
My life and body was a mystery to me and all around me. Having a diagnosis meant validation — but not much relief, really. I spent the next 15 years mostly miserable, unable to work for long periods or have a normal life, in constant pain, I was on 10 daily prescribed meds and I had 5 official specialists for all of my body issues. I was an absent mother because of it, and suicidal-although I hid that last part really well.
Eventually, my serious body and energy issues would peak when over the course of 3 years I had two Kundalini events. Check out the previous story about My Kundalini for the details and what led me to this particular day.
Everything Can Change In A Day I was drawn to The Hay House Summit for the first that year, it was 2013. Louise Hay was the author of the hugely popular book and movie, “The Secret,” which about The Law of Attraction. She went on to be the head of her self-help and spiritual centered publishing empire, Hay House.
The Secret was truly amazing to me. I found it inspiring, and wanted to show everyone — and I think it actually was that spark for me — there were many stories in the movie that were amazing, and one in particular about a man who was paralyzed but willed his way back to walking because he decided he would heal, and he did.
I found all of the stories so fascinating, and I really did think that if he could make himself well, why couldn’t I? Although I had nothing to go by, and no plan, it was a seed that planted in my brain and made me want it more and more. That’s why I began yoga, I think, as a real way for me to be able to begin connecting with my body that I truly hated so much.
Empath The Hay House Summit was where I first learned of what an Empath was, although they didn’t speak of what a Physical Empath is, and it was still some time before I knew of that concept as well. And even now, in 2020, MOST people don’t know what either are, don’t recognize that it’s not just a theoretical idea, but actually something that has been proven by science-that we, as Empaths, actually very much are different than non-empaths.
We have larger neurotransmitters (our feelers that are body wide attached to our electrical system, connected to all energy centers and organs), able to catch, translate and even transmute energy much easier that non-Empaths, giving us information that speaks through our bodies, not only are we able to get information from people, animals, places, things — but we are able to get information from The Other Worlds that much easier as well. Different Empaths have different things they are more attuned to, places and energies, tools and ways of connecting and going about fine-tuning their particular bodies and understanding what they are.
Empaths are always described as highly intuitive and sensitive to nature, these two main qualities are traits in 100% of Empaths, no matter what their scope or strength of our abilities.
This is because of the effortless ways we can connect, and because nature is pure life force, untainted and our connection to our Mother Earth, it helps us to eliminate energies that stick to us, and to regulate our bodies to her energies that are ever-changing and becoming stronger and working on balancing.
Mostly, Physical Empaths are called SICK. Because they are sick with energy, but they don’t have to be. For much more information on Empaths, visit my website — there’s even a quiz to help you determine if you are one.
Meditate One of the guests had a meditation that was about connecting to your Guides. Shortly into the meditation, I saw, with my eyes closed, a bright, bluish white light and heard an invitation to go to it. It was so beautiful and inviting and felt like everything in me wanted to go, so I made the decision to go for it. Immediately, I was pulled into another dimension…I decided to go towards the light and I was instantly in it and what seemed like a little bit — I was in a tunnel, or what is really best described as what we would call a worm-hole, being inside of it was a very odd experience, it was dark, but electric at the same time, super bright and there was pressure.
Next thing I knew, I was in a very open space that had no beginning and no end, no top or bottom, but everything was suspended there in energy. It was a moving rainbow light that was infinitely everywhere.
I found myself sitting in front of a very bright Light Body, all I could see or feel was bright light and love energy from this being, and behind that one there was a semi-circle of others. They thanked me for accepting their invitation when they called me, and said that they were happy to be with me there. I felt a lot of love coming at me from all of The Light Beings. It makes me really emotional when I think about it. Love like that is a hug for the Soul, in a place so Divine that one cannot but wish to always feel it.
They were huge, bright, oblong, and their energy extended out. They had the hint of the slightest of different colors from their counterparts, blue, gold, green, pink, purple, indigo, violet, orange-red. They didn’t have any features, no real bodies-just light that was moving and they just moved in place and moved from place to place, as one would step forward and the other would go back, it just happened.
When they “spoke” to me, it was as familiar as the thoughts in my head, I had always heard — but it was not from me but coming into me through them, like so many “knowings” and feelings and thoughts and ideas throughout my life.
I felt like I was finally seeing who that was.
Here is where, without speech, I understood things about my body in what is best described as an “informational download”.
Shown how I’ve incarnated many times, always being a healer, medicine man or woman, a seer, mystic, etc…Shown as a person who is connected, who helps others. I was shown scenes of my Soul’s Stories as different people upon GAIA and what I did.
It was very familiar, and things I never thought about — other than having certain affinities for things, I never inserted myself into any narrative about those things. However, I saw myself in many different civilizations throughout time, working in different, but similar ways — all having to do with helping, healing, being connected to Them, knowing and energy.
Remembering I was told quite matter of factly, that I wasn’t actually sick — that my physical body was fine — it was the energy that I was hosting that was the problem. I was “shown” what it looked like in the body and how to tap into it directly and feel how was locked and stored in my body that was holding me down and back and had been making me sick my entire life.
Negative, dense, painful, heavy, old, energy stuck and connected to my Chakras, causing all sorts of disruptions, and blocks in my energy flow, making my system pull from here to there, and there to here and around that and this, causing massive energy entanglements all over the place.
Whether it was from absorbing those energies from people and animals my entire life and naturally healing them without even knowing I was doing it, or the negative energy being from my own trauma and abuse, or injuries, there was about 40 years worth of this stuck here and there and everywhere. I was told how to release it, untangle it and let go of it, and I was told that if I did that, I would be better. I would be what I was meant to be.
Healthy. Not in pain. Free.
I wouldn’t be sick anymore, and it would be quick and feel really good.
Remember, they whispered inside me, as though they were coaxing me out of a box, and I was a kitten, being as gentle as could be.
Remember how it works, and how it should feel.
If you remember and believe it to be so, it will be.
There wasn’t a single thing that I saw or felt or was told in those moments that didn’t feel like The Truth through and through.
Mostly, I was in awe of what was happening and where I was and who I was with and the visions that were coming and the feelings of familiarity for all of it. I was let to swim in those visions and energies as they took me from place to place and the case got stronger and stronger. All of it was true, and it was mine and I knew these things, I was connected to all of it and I did remember.
I was like being able to see what was in front of me, which was them, and at the same time — what was the visions they were showing me, projected in front of me, and at the same time, being in those lives, popping in and out and immediately getting a feeling for what it was, and when and where and interesting details that tied things together, and it all happened quickly.
Then they told me I had to go back.
Go where? I just got here.
I really didn’t want to leave, I felt so good there and it was beautiful and I saw no point in leaving. It felt like this was truly where I belonged.
You must go.
I resisted. Trying to hold on to something in the beautiful Nothing Place.
Don’t forget where you are, Dear One.
They showed me in my room, sitting there meditating. Ohhhh. Right. That. The Dark Place.
I had forgotten all about it, and wasn’t connected one bit. If they hadn’t reminded me I don’t think I would have cared.
I really didn’t want to return.
This isn’t a place to STAY.
I didn’t see why.
You are alive in a body. You aren’t a Free Soul, even though if feels like it.
Still, I didn’t see why I had to go.
You must return. Now. You cannot choose to stay here, if you do — your body will be in a catatonic state. This is not what is meant for you.
I knew that to be true as well. So I agreed to go…Home?
Before I knew it, I was in that weird tunnel again, and again — it felt like a trip from one place to another, a real traveling if you get my drift— the energies whipping past this time seemed to be brighter, but it was also the same thing as before.
Slowly, I began to hear the voice of the lady in the guided meditation…She sounded like the mother on the Peanuts cartoon at first, waaaa waaa waaa waaa waa…Until words started to form as I came out of the tunnel.
The feel was different, things slowed down, I seemed to emerge out of one density and back into my consciousness and body and I just kept my eyes closed hearing the very end of the mediation, completely tripping out that 45 minutes had gone by. The dynamic view I had when my eyes were closed was gone, and now it was just regular “dark” with my eyes closed.
I started to feel my body and the carpet, smell the candles and hear the dog scratch on the bed, hear the traffic outside…It felt familiar.
I slowly opened my eyes and looked around, and while everything looked and felt the same, it also had a weird feeling to it. Things felt harsher, more painfully solid than I remember. As I sat there examining my room and my sanity, and I wondered if what I just experienced was “real” or part of the meditation, but I wasn’t hearing her at all.
I sat there still, eyeballs darting from here to there, taking in the details, wondering what had happened.
Then, suddenly — like a BOO in my left ear and a push of energy from the same side-
YES, IT WAS REAL, NOW GET UP AND CLEAR YOURSELF OUT! Do not waste time, you’re primed and ready, so do what we told you to do, what you remember and get rid of the energy that doesn’t belong — get up and DO IT NOW!
It was the single most forceful guidance I’ve ever gotten up to that point. I nearly fell over when it hit. The power of it was SUPER INTENSE.
I was NOT TO MISS THESE MESSAGES.
And I didn’t. Wasting no time, I got up and got to work.
I felt my body different as I moved and stood up it was very tingly, and as I dug into my energy body, I could feel what was not mine, and I could see it as dark and sludgy, like tar for a roof-but energy, and it was all stuck in me, and it was heavy, and as I pulled it out, it went up — transmuting — back to source.
Nothing dies, it just changes form…Maybe that energy is now part of a planet in another universe?
As I pulled, I needed to pull more and more out and I was talking to it and seeing it, and being encouraged by my Guides, and did as I was told.
I was done in about 90 seconds. I stood there and was in awe at how my body felt. Lighter and with more energy than I thought was possible. I was beside myself with joy. No pain. No pressure. No heaviness. None of that existed any longer.
It was just me, the dogs, the cat and my new body.
I ACTUALLY FELT GOOD!
I never felt that good. Not THAT good. Ever.
I just stood there for a minute, trying to hold on to the memories of what happened in under an hour — still perplexed that what felt like a 5-minute trip, was nearly an hour here — but I’ve come to get used to that effect of astral travel, time is so very relative to where your consciousness is dimensionally.
This is why when we have fun, are creational, are vibrating high — time flies by very fast. When we’re miserable, and depressed, lonely ,etc. we vibe low and time takes forever. Just a couple of examples on how our vibration changes how we perceive and how time moves.
I felt very hungry, and my body was buzzing, and I was energized and felt fantastic. I didn’t feel heavy or tired, and the pain was gone. Just GONE. It was like the pressure that caused all of the pain just disappeared, and therefore so did the pain.
The night before was the last night I would take my 10 prescriptions, my last appointments with my 5 specialists — were my last.
I didn’t need to see the Rheumatologist, or the Neurologist, or the Endocrinologist, or the Internist or the Cardiologist.
I never needed any of them or their medications again.
A New Life Just as The Divine Beings of Light told me in the meditation — who would identify themselves as Archangels years later — once I got rid of the energy causing all of the problems, I would be GOOD, and what I was meant to be — because I really was healthy once out from under the energy.
And that’s exactly how it was.
Everything truly changed in those moments, and nothing has been the same since. Eventually, I learned and grew, I connected on those levels again and again, I’ve become an energy healer, messenger and medium, channel and Soul Guide for other people and animals worldwide, as I can do for others what I did for myself from a distance.
I’m addicted to seeing the pain-free expressions on the faces of my clients when they look at me in disbelief — realizing that it actually worked — that their chronic pain has lifted and is gone-and it always works.
I’m addicted to their realizations, like mine-that life can change-that we are not meant to live in pain, that we can heal ourselves, that we can help others heal.
We can escape.
This was the day that changed my life forever, and began my path to become, embody and eventually start doing what I'm meant to do in the world--duplicate my experience, no--actually MASSIVELY IMPROVE my healing, and spiritual awakening journey. Not only with Fibromyalgia, but for anything.
We have accepted that being sick, chronically ill, fatigued, confused, unmotivated, feeling heavy, unable to be the creative people we were meant to be because we were told that it's just LIFE.
Some people are healthy, some people are sick, sometimes it makes sense and is obvious why the active person would be healthy, and the stationary person would be sick.
But countless people have chronic problems physically, energetically, mentally and spiritually without having any clue why.
People are just taken over and controlled by something that no one can see or understand, and the protocol is to take medications, alter yourself from a normal way of living, have procedures and slowly. or quickly suffer and deplete their Life Force until they die, or kill themselves because they can't wait for it to eventually happen.
When the answer to all the questions is ENERGY.
An accumulation of energy, and not releasing energy, not grounding with our planet, not charging with the sun, not using the tools we are given through Mother Earth GAIA, and through our own power to control the energy in our body.
THIS IS THE BIGGEST SECRET IN THE HISTORY OF HUMANITY
Despite many cultures practicing energy work for as long as humans have been created, it has nearly always been seen as something to be feared.
It is feared because it is unknown, and unseen--even if it is how we are alive, what we feel 100% of the time.
My mission in life is to teach people about their bodies, how energy works in the body, and all the different things we need to do to get healthy and stay that way.
How to raise children from the time they are being grown in their mother's bellies, and every single day of their lives they learn about energy, how to feel it and work with it.
Through this practice, we will naturally always be connected to our Soul's, to our Soul Guides & Guardians, and be able to live the magical lives we were destined to live, writing the most amazing stories for ourselves because we will know that there truly are no limits, and everything is possible.
It starts with me, and you and all of us deciding that we are going to do something different, and tell other people about it, teach people what we have figured out, and not be afraid of being judged, shammed or ridiculed.
It is our responsibility to come out to the world about who we are and what we know, how we've healed, and spread the fire into our brothers and sisters so we can all raise our frequency and ascend to a new level of being in the world.
That New Earth is peaceful, healthy, sovereign, fair, balanced, supportive, cooperative, connected spiritually and infinitely creational.
The Soul Family who work with me are true pioneers, Light Warriors forging a new path for humanity into the future, and I'm so grateful and blessed to be able to do live this life and do this work, it truly is magical.
Thank you for being guided here, I can't wait to meet you again.